Paul, the writer of a large percentage of the New Testament, is a "no matter what" person. When I read about his desire to be like Christ, to suffer for Christ, to share the gospel of Jesus Christ, I think that I could never be like that. But then I ask myself why not?
I have not been called to do the things that Paul did but I have been called to follow and proclaim Christ no matter what. It amazes me that Paul was stoned and dragged out of Lystra and left for dead. But when he came to he went back into the city. When he was in prison with Silas, their chains fell off but he didn't go running out of the prison. He stayed and told the guard about Jesus.
Paul's thoughts were not for his own safety or comfort but for those who were far from God and needed to hear the life changing message of salvation. Why do I think it strange that Paul was willing to give up everything for Jesus? Maybe that is the problem...maybe I'm not willing to give up EVERYTHING! Maybe I'm not a "no matter what" follower of Christ.
And I wrestle with do I really want to be that kind of follower? I think I would be willing to give up everything. I think I would go anywhere. I think I would talk about Jesus to anyone. So, am I brave enough to pray that kind of prayer? Lord, I will give up EVERYTHING for You! Jesus knows my heart so are they just words or is it really the desire of my heart?
Jesus has not asked me to give up home, or family, or wealth, or health, or freedom, or friends, or comfort, or security but if He did would I say Yes...no matter what?
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