We had our Production Team Christmas party last night. Yes, it is the end of January. There is so much going on in the month of December, there really wasn't time to add one more thing to the agenda.
After some time getting to meet everyone and after a great dinner and talk around the tables, Kevin issued a challenge to us all. He told us how he believes NewSpring is highly favored by God but that comes at a cost. I don't think any of us know why God is blessing NewSpring as He is but Kevin shared some statistics to show God's favor. When NewSpring Greenville started last July 13, we had 1710 in attendance. Our average attendance grew to 1820 and then we had 3 services on Dec. 21 with an attendance of 2797. In the 6 months of 2008, NewSpring Greenville saw 165 salvations and baptised 151.
An even greater blessing than that is in the month of January, we have seen 65 salvations and had a non holiday, non special event high attendance of 2378. Last week we had baptisms in all 3 services but I don't know that number. God has really looked at NewSpring with favor.
Kevin's challenge was to be sure that what I am doing, where I am serving as a volunteer is my passion. Do I have an attitude that expresses my passion? Am I willing to be early or stay late? Am I always striving for perfection, for excellence in what I do? Do I pray that lives will be changed because of what I do? Am I always prepared? Do I believe that what I do is important to the kingdom of God? If Production is NOT my passion (but for me it is!!), then I should serve in another area because I am cheating God and Kevin and the team and myself.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Communion
Tonight I helped prepare for communion at NewSpring this Sunday. Logistically, communion here is not like communion I have experienced before. We ask people to get up and walk to the tables where the bread and juice are rather than passing trays down the rows of seats. Our preparation included moving the tables to the auditorium, covering with tablecloths, cleaning the trays that will hold the little juice cups and preparing the bread.
One of the differences for me is using fresh bread rather than little pre-formed wafers. Several of us spent time tearing the bread into pieces. Actually tearing the bread helped me to think about the brokenness of Jesus.
When we celebrate communion, we are remembering the shed blood and the broken body of Jesus as He was beaten and then crucified to pay the penalty for our sins. The price that was paid was huge! Sometimes my view of the price Jesus paid is not graphic enough. I NEED to remember that his body was literally torn to pieces, just like the bread we were tearing tonight.
One of the differences for me is using fresh bread rather than little pre-formed wafers. Several of us spent time tearing the bread into pieces. Actually tearing the bread helped me to think about the brokenness of Jesus.
When we celebrate communion, we are remembering the shed blood and the broken body of Jesus as He was beaten and then crucified to pay the penalty for our sins. The price that was paid was huge! Sometimes my view of the price Jesus paid is not graphic enough. I NEED to remember that his body was literally torn to pieces, just like the bread we were tearing tonight.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Tough Times
I believe we are in for some extended tough economic times. It's already been months since the housing market began to crumble, the stock market plunged to new lows and banks and brokerage houses failed. The news just last night said unemployment in SC is nearing 10%. I believe it will only get worse before it gets better.
Why are we going through these tough times? In my opinion, it's greed. People buying houses they could not afford. Banks and brokerages making the bottom line look better than it actually was and paying 100s of millions to the leaders of their institutions. For the little guy on the street, the use of credit to buy things like big screen TVs and new cars and lots of stuff that he really doesn't need; spending money he doesn't have.
I feel very fortunate that I still have a job. My hours may be cut back to try to avoid a layoff. We're raising deductibles on health insurance to reduce costs. We're doing what we can but less income for me (and the rest of the staff) may be the only solution. Does this strike fear in me? I can honestly say no. Whatever comes, God will be at my side to see me through. Is there a possibility that it will be difficult? Yes.
When the Israelites went into the Promised Land, the land God had promised to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob hundreds of years before, when they went in they had to fight battles. Some lost their lives. They had to work hard to take possession of it although God had already given it to them. That may be the case for me during these times. Whatever God allows to come my way, He will give me the wisdom, the strength and the courage to face it and to overcome it.
Why are we going through these tough times? In my opinion, it's greed. People buying houses they could not afford. Banks and brokerages making the bottom line look better than it actually was and paying 100s of millions to the leaders of their institutions. For the little guy on the street, the use of credit to buy things like big screen TVs and new cars and lots of stuff that he really doesn't need; spending money he doesn't have.
I feel very fortunate that I still have a job. My hours may be cut back to try to avoid a layoff. We're raising deductibles on health insurance to reduce costs. We're doing what we can but less income for me (and the rest of the staff) may be the only solution. Does this strike fear in me? I can honestly say no. Whatever comes, God will be at my side to see me through. Is there a possibility that it will be difficult? Yes.
When the Israelites went into the Promised Land, the land God had promised to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob hundreds of years before, when they went in they had to fight battles. Some lost their lives. They had to work hard to take possession of it although God had already given it to them. That may be the case for me during these times. Whatever God allows to come my way, He will give me the wisdom, the strength and the courage to face it and to overcome it.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
What If
One of the things Pastor Perry tells us often as a church is to dream big dreams. This is important in my own life as well. Am I afraid of dreaming big dreams? What if God asks me to move - to leave family and friends? What if He asks me to do something out of my comfort zone? What if I fail?
The "what ifs" of life can be the difference between living a life of adventure and completeness and living a life of mediocrity and sameness. God does not call us to be His children and His followers to sit comfortably in a pew on Sunday and then go about our daily lives without ever risking anything for Him.
I have friends who are missionaries in the Pacific Rim and have served in a country that imprisons and often kills those who are followers of Christ. They sold their business, left their family and friends and moved to a place where they might die for speaking the name of Jesus. I think about them when I shy away from asking my next door neighbor to go to church with me; when I shy away from speaking Jesus into the life of a friend. My friend or neighbor here in the USA will go to hell just as surely as the unbeliever in that godless country halfway around the world. Am I willing to let someone die and spend eternity in hell because of my "what ifs"?
The "what ifs" of life can be the difference between living a life of adventure and completeness and living a life of mediocrity and sameness. God does not call us to be His children and His followers to sit comfortably in a pew on Sunday and then go about our daily lives without ever risking anything for Him.
I have friends who are missionaries in the Pacific Rim and have served in a country that imprisons and often kills those who are followers of Christ. They sold their business, left their family and friends and moved to a place where they might die for speaking the name of Jesus. I think about them when I shy away from asking my next door neighbor to go to church with me; when I shy away from speaking Jesus into the life of a friend. My friend or neighbor here in the USA will go to hell just as surely as the unbeliever in that godless country halfway around the world. Am I willing to let someone die and spend eternity in hell because of my "what ifs"?
Friend of God
I've often wondered what it was like for Moses to be able to talk to God face to face, literally. (Exodus 33:11; Numbers 12:6-8). It must have been an awe inspiring experience and to have God commend you as faithful and a friend among all the people. But that doesn't mean Moses was perfect. In fact, God told Moses he could not enter the Promised Land because of his disobedience. (Numbers 20:8,11-12). Compared to all Moses had done and all he had accomplished through God, for God, striking the rock instead of speaking to the rock seems such a small matter. God looks, though, on our heart and our motives. He knew that Moses and Aaron didn't believe Him, that they didn't reverence Him as holy in this situation. Later, Moses told the people "your sins will find you out."
As interesting as it is to think about God meeting with Moses and speaking audible words to him, I have something even better. The Spirit of the Living God lives INSIDE of me, daily guiding and speaking to me. My problem is that I sometimes don't listen. I shut out the voice of God and say that couldn't be God, He wouldn't ask me to do that or go there or speak to that person. Every time I say NO to God, I make it that much harder for me to hear Him the next time. Jesus Christ came to this earth as a man - a human being, then gave His Spirit to indwell all believers, so that we could have "face to face, heart to heart" conversations with God. Too often my conversations are all about me with too much talking and not enough listening.
As interesting as it is to think about God meeting with Moses and speaking audible words to him, I have something even better. The Spirit of the Living God lives INSIDE of me, daily guiding and speaking to me. My problem is that I sometimes don't listen. I shut out the voice of God and say that couldn't be God, He wouldn't ask me to do that or go there or speak to that person. Every time I say NO to God, I make it that much harder for me to hear Him the next time. Jesus Christ came to this earth as a man - a human being, then gave His Spirit to indwell all believers, so that we could have "face to face, heart to heart" conversations with God. Too often my conversations are all about me with too much talking and not enough listening.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Sabbath
I've been thinking a lot lately about the Sabbath - not as a Saturday or Sunday or "church" day but as a day of rest. It occurs to me occasionally that I don't take enough time to just chill, to do nothing of "significance", to do nothing in a hurry.
NewSpring Church has just added a 6 PM service at the Greenville campus. At least once every 3 weeks I will be serving on the Production Team for all 3 services - 9:15, 11:15 and 6:00. Because of logistics, on the days I serve, I don't go home between the morning and evening services. I go eat lunch and hang out at Barnes & Noble or some similar place. But on the days I DON'T serve, I observe a Sabbath - from mid afternoon on Saturday, after the grandkids go home, until mid afternoon on Sunday. I don't turn on the TV but I do read or listen to music and sing. I usually put my phone on vibrate so I don't hear it. I don't run errands or do anything really but rest.
When God instituted the Sabbath, he declared it to be a day when the Israelites would do no work at all, not even build a fire. He even declared a Sabbath for the land. After 6 years of crops and harvesting, the land was to sit idle for a year. God promised to provide enough crops in year six to last 3 years...to be eaten during year 6, during the year of rest (year 7) and the year of planting new crops (year 8). Then by year 9 the people would be harvesting food from the land again.
Seems times of rest were important in God's scheme of things. Jesus said the Sabbath was made for man. During the week, I do lots of stuff after work like volunteering, shopping and house cleaning just so I can have times when I don't have to do anything. Maybe it's easier for me now because I am single and older and my son is grown. Maybe I just need my rest more. But I am also reminded of Psalm 46:10. Most people know this verse as "Be still and know that I am God" but I like this translation. Cease striving. Isn't striving what I do so much of? Striving to get ahead; striving to meet deadlines; striving to pay the bills; striving to meet the needs of family and friends. Always doing, always busy. But God says REST! Cease striving - for only then will I know that He is God.
NewSpring Church has just added a 6 PM service at the Greenville campus. At least once every 3 weeks I will be serving on the Production Team for all 3 services - 9:15, 11:15 and 6:00. Because of logistics, on the days I serve, I don't go home between the morning and evening services. I go eat lunch and hang out at Barnes & Noble or some similar place. But on the days I DON'T serve, I observe a Sabbath - from mid afternoon on Saturday, after the grandkids go home, until mid afternoon on Sunday. I don't turn on the TV but I do read or listen to music and sing. I usually put my phone on vibrate so I don't hear it. I don't run errands or do anything really but rest.
When God instituted the Sabbath, he declared it to be a day when the Israelites would do no work at all, not even build a fire. He even declared a Sabbath for the land. After 6 years of crops and harvesting, the land was to sit idle for a year. God promised to provide enough crops in year six to last 3 years...to be eaten during year 6, during the year of rest (year 7) and the year of planting new crops (year 8). Then by year 9 the people would be harvesting food from the land again.
Seems times of rest were important in God's scheme of things. Jesus said the Sabbath was made for man. During the week, I do lots of stuff after work like volunteering, shopping and house cleaning just so I can have times when I don't have to do anything. Maybe it's easier for me now because I am single and older and my son is grown. Maybe I just need my rest more. But I am also reminded of Psalm 46:10. Most people know this verse as "Be still and know that I am God" but I like this translation. Cease striving. Isn't striving what I do so much of? Striving to get ahead; striving to meet deadlines; striving to pay the bills; striving to meet the needs of family and friends. Always doing, always busy. But God says REST! Cease striving - for only then will I know that He is God.
God of Order
I've just started reading the book of Numbers. It's called Numbers in English because of the numbering of the people (census) that God asked Moses to do 2 or 3 times. In Hebrew it's call "In the Wilderness" which is the REAL story behind Numbers. But before I get to the fatal decision to disobey God and not enter the Promised Land, God spends some time creating order out of this huge band of people, 603,550 men age 20 and above, plus the wives, kids, slaves, etc which probably puts the number nearer 2 million.
It's been about 2 years since the Israelites left Egypt. Moses has been to "the mountain" and received the Ten Commandments, all the instructions for building the tabernacle and all the items to go in it, and the instructions for consecrating the priests and for the sacrifices. The skilled craftsmen have built all that God commanded as He commanded and now they are about to go take the Promised Land.
Before this huge group of people leaves, God assigns them places in the camp. The Levites camp around the tabernacle to protect the people from drawing too close. Then each clan of the other tribes of Israel is told on which side of the tabernacle to pitch its tents and in which order they will pack up and leave when the camp moves...Judah goes first and Naphtali goes last.
God also assigns a particular part of the tabernacle and its furnishing for the clans of the Levites to carry as they move. They know exactly who will carry the ark and who will carry the tent poles. They are even told the color of the cloth to put over the furnishings and which things can go on carts and which are to be carried on their shoulders.
God has always been a God of order, not confusion. There are times in the Bible when the enemies of God's people are in a state of confusion but I don't find any reference to God's people being in confusion. We can look at the order of creation, the seasons, the sunrise and sunset, the symmetry of the human body, to see God's order. We can look to the Ten Commandments also to see His order...our relationship with God takes first priority, then our relationships with people.
It gives me great comfort in a world that is often confusing to remember that God doesn't change. If He was a God of order then, He is now. I may need to shut out the noise of TV and music and people to realign myself with His order, but when I am confused about what to do, that confusion is not from God.
It's been about 2 years since the Israelites left Egypt. Moses has been to "the mountain" and received the Ten Commandments, all the instructions for building the tabernacle and all the items to go in it, and the instructions for consecrating the priests and for the sacrifices. The skilled craftsmen have built all that God commanded as He commanded and now they are about to go take the Promised Land.
Before this huge group of people leaves, God assigns them places in the camp. The Levites camp around the tabernacle to protect the people from drawing too close. Then each clan of the other tribes of Israel is told on which side of the tabernacle to pitch its tents and in which order they will pack up and leave when the camp moves...Judah goes first and Naphtali goes last.
God also assigns a particular part of the tabernacle and its furnishing for the clans of the Levites to carry as they move. They know exactly who will carry the ark and who will carry the tent poles. They are even told the color of the cloth to put over the furnishings and which things can go on carts and which are to be carried on their shoulders.
God has always been a God of order, not confusion. There are times in the Bible when the enemies of God's people are in a state of confusion but I don't find any reference to God's people being in confusion. We can look at the order of creation, the seasons, the sunrise and sunset, the symmetry of the human body, to see God's order. We can look to the Ten Commandments also to see His order...our relationship with God takes first priority, then our relationships with people.
It gives me great comfort in a world that is often confusing to remember that God doesn't change. If He was a God of order then, He is now. I may need to shut out the noise of TV and music and people to realign myself with His order, but when I am confused about what to do, that confusion is not from God.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Who Is My Savior
We have just inaugurated a new president for this great country of ours. I am always amazed and thankful that we have such an easy transition of power...no guns in the streets, no war, no death for the new man to come into office. One of the things that always bothers me, though, is that many people seem to think that the new president, and I think especially Mr. Obama, will save us from all the ills that plague us...the bad economy, the cost of health care, the war in Iraq, the unrest in Israel, the nuclear holocaust that Korea would initiate, global warming, etc.
I read yesterday that Mr. Obama's approval rating is at 83% and a majority of people believe he will be able to accomplish all 10 of his campaign promises. Even if he is able to accomplish all that he promised, he still is not our savior.
The Bible tells me only Jesus Christ (Acts4:10-12) is the one who can save me. If I put my faith in anyone or anything else - the President, my money, my job, my home, my friends, I will be disappointed! And not just disappointed in THIS life but for all eternity because this life is just the beginning.
I read yesterday that Mr. Obama's approval rating is at 83% and a majority of people believe he will be able to accomplish all 10 of his campaign promises. Even if he is able to accomplish all that he promised, he still is not our savior.
The Bible tells me only Jesus Christ (Acts4:10-12) is the one who can save me. If I put my faith in anyone or anything else - the President, my money, my job, my home, my friends, I will be disappointed! And not just disappointed in THIS life but for all eternity because this life is just the beginning.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Be Holy for I Am Holy
God is the one who says, "Be holy, for I am holy." As I have been reading Leviticus, I have encountered this phrase at least 3 times, maybe more. This is said by God as He is giving the people of Israel the instructions for how they are to live. God wants them to be different from the people around them. He wants them to understand that He is not just any god but that He is God of all, of every aspect of their lives.
What I find most interesting is that over and over, God gives a rule for living and then says, "I am the Lord" or "I am the Lord your God." But several times He says. "I am the Lord who sanctifies you." To sanctify means to make holy, to set apart, to make separate. God is saying be holy but I am the one who makes you holy.
I can not become holy by following the rules. Only God can make me holy. Throughout Leviticus God tells His people about the sacrifices to be made for sin and guilt. This sacrifice always required the slaughter of an animal; the shedding of blood. But 2000+ years ago, God said now is the time for me to offer the sacrifice - the perfect sacrifice. Jesus Christ, God's only son, became a man and went to the cross to pay the penalty for my sins, then rose from the dead so I could be holy. The price for my holiness was HUGE!
What I find most interesting is that over and over, God gives a rule for living and then says, "I am the Lord" or "I am the Lord your God." But several times He says. "I am the Lord who sanctifies you." To sanctify means to make holy, to set apart, to make separate. God is saying be holy but I am the one who makes you holy.
I can not become holy by following the rules. Only God can make me holy. Throughout Leviticus God tells His people about the sacrifices to be made for sin and guilt. This sacrifice always required the slaughter of an animal; the shedding of blood. But 2000+ years ago, God said now is the time for me to offer the sacrifice - the perfect sacrifice. Jesus Christ, God's only son, became a man and went to the cross to pay the penalty for my sins, then rose from the dead so I could be holy. The price for my holiness was HUGE!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
How Much Do I Care?
Perry really hit home with me tonight during his message. I have friends and coworkers that I know do not know Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior. Do I feel enough anguish and enough responsibility to have the hard discussions with them? Do I REALLY care if they spend eternity in hell?
I can't save them. Only God can do that. Only God can draw them to Himself. But He CAN and WILL use me to speak truth into their lives - if I will be obedient. Am I willing to get outside my comfort zone to talk to them? I don't need to pray about this because it is a clear mandate from Scripture that I let my light shine, be the salt on the wound of their lives, take the risk of being hated to share the love AND the wrath of God.
I have several people that I have been inviting to church for 5 or 6 weeks who have not come yet. One friend is coming next Sunday. Another is an unmarried, unchurched couple having a baby in June and another unmarried couple who have walked away from church. (Sin does that to you.) God's timing is perfect in all situations. But maybe I need to do more than just ask them to church. Maybe I need to lovingly confront them with TRUTH.
I can't save them. Only God can do that. Only God can draw them to Himself. But He CAN and WILL use me to speak truth into their lives - if I will be obedient. Am I willing to get outside my comfort zone to talk to them? I don't need to pray about this because it is a clear mandate from Scripture that I let my light shine, be the salt on the wound of their lives, take the risk of being hated to share the love AND the wrath of God.
I have several people that I have been inviting to church for 5 or 6 weeks who have not come yet. One friend is coming next Sunday. Another is an unmarried, unchurched couple having a baby in June and another unmarried couple who have walked away from church. (Sin does that to you.) God's timing is perfect in all situations. But maybe I need to do more than just ask them to church. Maybe I need to lovingly confront them with TRUTH.
God ALWAYS Provides a Way
That always is for us - me - to be reconciled to God. Reading in Leviticus about the sacrifices God required for atonement for sin. In chapter 4 one of the first things I noticed is the sacrifice for the priest or the whole congregation was a bull without blemish. For a leader the sacrifice was a male goat without blemish. For the common people, it was a female goat or lamb without blemish. God required a more costly sacrifice for the priest than for the leader and more costly for the leader than for common people. Much more was required of the priest and the leader so their sin required a more costly sacrifice.
In chapter 5 of Leviticus, God provides a way for EVERYONE to make the sacrifices necessary for atonement for even unintentional sins. A lamb or goat is the first requirement, but, God says, if you can't afford that bring Me 2 turtledoves or pigeons, but if you can't afford the birds bring me flour as an offering. In each instance God says the sin will be forgiven. God has ALWAYS made a way for His people to be reconciled to Him.
When the animal was brought, it was to be the best - without blemish or defect. Today I don't have to offer the blood of animals because Jesus Christ, the spotless Lamb of God, the only person without blemish or defect, chose to shed His blood for me, to pay the price required by a holy God to reconcile my sinful life to His perfection.
That just overwhelms me. How deep is the love of God for me that He would provide the sacrifice!! He so wants me to be His that He even paid the price for my reconciliation. That just blows me away.
In chapter 5 of Leviticus, God provides a way for EVERYONE to make the sacrifices necessary for atonement for even unintentional sins. A lamb or goat is the first requirement, but, God says, if you can't afford that bring Me 2 turtledoves or pigeons, but if you can't afford the birds bring me flour as an offering. In each instance God says the sin will be forgiven. God has ALWAYS made a way for His people to be reconciled to Him.
When the animal was brought, it was to be the best - without blemish or defect. Today I don't have to offer the blood of animals because Jesus Christ, the spotless Lamb of God, the only person without blemish or defect, chose to shed His blood for me, to pay the price required by a holy God to reconcile my sinful life to His perfection.
That just overwhelms me. How deep is the love of God for me that He would provide the sacrifice!! He so wants me to be His that He even paid the price for my reconciliation. That just blows me away.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Only in America
The grandchildren and I went to SouperSalad for lunch today. As we went in I noticed a 10% discount for senior adults. So as the man was ringing up the ticket, I asked for the discount. It was only 67 cents but hey...every little bit helps.
I made the comment that it's great to get old! And the gentleman, who is not native born American, who was ringing up the sale said only if you live in America.
That made me just thank God that He allowed me to be born American. Everything I am, everything I have is a gift from God. I could have been born in the slums or in areas of the world that suffer from starvation or horrendous abuse or constant war. But God allowed me to be born here, where I can live where I want with always more than enough to eat. He has provided me with income that allows me to be warm on a cold night.
Do I take it for granted? Sometimes I do. Do I ever look down on those Americans who are down and out and think of them as lazy or "shiftless". Sometimes I do. Forgive me, Lord, for it is only by Your grace that I am who I am and have what I have. Give me a generous heart, full of love and compassion for people. Help me to see them as You see them. Give me a willingness to share what you have given me; not only in material things but the hope that is found only in Jesus.
I made the comment that it's great to get old! And the gentleman, who is not native born American, who was ringing up the sale said only if you live in America.
That made me just thank God that He allowed me to be born American. Everything I am, everything I have is a gift from God. I could have been born in the slums or in areas of the world that suffer from starvation or horrendous abuse or constant war. But God allowed me to be born here, where I can live where I want with always more than enough to eat. He has provided me with income that allows me to be warm on a cold night.
Do I take it for granted? Sometimes I do. Do I ever look down on those Americans who are down and out and think of them as lazy or "shiftless". Sometimes I do. Forgive me, Lord, for it is only by Your grace that I am who I am and have what I have. Give me a generous heart, full of love and compassion for people. Help me to see them as You see them. Give me a willingness to share what you have given me; not only in material things but the hope that is found only in Jesus.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
NewSpring
I am a member of the greatest church to be found anywhere. NewSpring is the most exciting place I have been in a long time. God is definitely alive and well in Anderson, Greenville and Florence. Every week we see God transforming lives by drawing individuals into a personal relationship with Himself; people are asking Jesus to come in and take control of their lives. And it's students and young adults and middle adults and older folks too.
Anderson and Greenville campuses are adding an extra service because so many are attending the Sunday services. And why not? The volunteers are warm and friendly, the music, lighting and production are great but most importantly, the Gospel is proclaimed in ways that everyone can understand. The passion of NewSpring is to make the name of Jesus famous and see lives transformed from death to life, one life at a time.
I thank God every day for leading me to NewSpring and allowing me to serve Him there.
Anderson and Greenville campuses are adding an extra service because so many are attending the Sunday services. And why not? The volunteers are warm and friendly, the music, lighting and production are great but most importantly, the Gospel is proclaimed in ways that everyone can understand. The passion of NewSpring is to make the name of Jesus famous and see lives transformed from death to life, one life at a time.
I thank God every day for leading me to NewSpring and allowing me to serve Him there.
Exactly as I Show You
When God called Moses to come to the mountain to meet with Him, God gave Moses directions for building the tabernacle. At the beginning of this conversation God said make it exactly as I show you (Exodus 25:8-9). Then as the instructions are given, God continues to say make it like the pattern you are being shown. (Ex 25:40, 26:30, 27:8).
Made me wonder...how many times has God shown me what I should do and I don't do it exactly as He has shown me. Maybe it's a change and I am resistant. Maybe it's about my actions and I only do part of what I know I should do. Maybe it's about my attitudes and I want to harbor ill feelings toward someone who has wronged me; but God says I must forgive if they repent. Maybe there is some sin in my life, but it's only a LITTLE sin.
When my child was young, cleaning his room, to him, might mean pushing everything under the bed. To me, that room was not clean - looked clean but the mess was still there. Am I treating God that way...doing enough to look good but when God looks under the bed (in my heart) is the mess still there? Incomplete obedience is disobedience. Help me, Lord, to do exactly as You show me in all aspects of my life.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Sometimes I Forget
I've been reading in Exodus about Moses leading the Israelites through the wilderness. So far it's only been a couple of months since they left Egypt. Moses keeps reminding them of the power of God that led them out of Egypt. They crossed the Red Sea on dry ground and watched the Egyptian pursuers drown. God has provided water out of a rock. He has provided quail every morning and bread from heaven every night. But before He provides each miracle, the people of Israel grumble and complain and either wish they were dead or back in Egypt as slaves.
I read this and think how can they possibly forget what God has done for them. Then I realize that I too forget what God has done for me.
He pulled me from the pit of hell years ago when I asked Jesus into my heart. So why do I doubt He will keep me safe?
He forgave all my sins. So why do I confess the "old" ones over and over?
He has provided for me financially. So why do I doubt He will meet my needs when I encounter a financial crunch?
He has continually brought new people into my life. So why do I doubt myself when a relationship ends?
He has provided work when I had none. So why do I doubt He will care for my future?
He has comforted me in times of sorrow. So why do I think a season of grief will not end?
My short-sightedness is no different from that of the Israelites. Too often I forget that God alone can be trusted to do all He says He will do!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
His Story
Genesis 15 tells me before God ever changed Abram's name to Abraham; before Abram ever had a child, God made a covenant with Abram. God told Abram that he would become a great nation. He told him to try to count the stars if he could (this is before light pollution) and that's how many descendants Abram would have. God also told him his offspring would be enslaved for 400 years in a land other than the one God was giving to Abram but that God would deliver them.
Fast forward to Exodus 12. The descendants of Abraham and his son Isaac are leaving Egypt. They have been there for 430 years - and enslaved for 400. When they leave to go back to Canaan, the promised land, there are 600,000 men plus women and children. In addition they go out with silver and gold and clothes...they plunder the land. All God said in Genesis 15 is fulfilled in this deliverance.
Why do I ever doubt that God has a plan for me? To me this story of Abraham's descendants is history but to God it is His story. His story of setting aside a people to be His own. His story of His faithfulness to do what He says. His story of His power and love.
The thing is His story is not finished yet and I am now part of it. The Bible says I was chosen before the foundation of the world to be part of His story. Before I was ever born, His story for my life was formed in His thoughts. This makes me want to shout for joy. Sometimes though I am sad because I have not always wanted to be part of His story. I've wanted to go my own way and do my own thing much to my regret. But God imparts His grace to me through His son, Jesus Christ, so that I may now continue in His story for my life.
Fast forward to Exodus 12. The descendants of Abraham and his son Isaac are leaving Egypt. They have been there for 430 years - and enslaved for 400. When they leave to go back to Canaan, the promised land, there are 600,000 men plus women and children. In addition they go out with silver and gold and clothes...they plunder the land. All God said in Genesis 15 is fulfilled in this deliverance.
Why do I ever doubt that God has a plan for me? To me this story of Abraham's descendants is history but to God it is His story. His story of setting aside a people to be His own. His story of His faithfulness to do what He says. His story of His power and love.
The thing is His story is not finished yet and I am now part of it. The Bible says I was chosen before the foundation of the world to be part of His story. Before I was ever born, His story for my life was formed in His thoughts. This makes me want to shout for joy. Sometimes though I am sad because I have not always wanted to be part of His story. I've wanted to go my own way and do my own thing much to my regret. But God imparts His grace to me through His son, Jesus Christ, so that I may now continue in His story for my life.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Grandchildren
I usually have my two grandchildren Friday night through Saturday lunch. This weekend was no exception. Although I am always tired and the house is a mess after the children leave, I love having them here.
Nathan is 9 and in into Nintendo DS and skateboarding. Arabella is 4 and wants to do everything her brother does but in little girl lipstick and fingernail polish. She is a study in contrasts. And at 4 she knows WAY more than Grandma Nancy - at least she thinks she does.
Nathan is at the age where he has so many questions about life and God and the economy and friends and the future and just how to deal with everything. He also enjoys showing me all the tricks he has learned to do on the skateboard and showing me his skateboard heroes on You Tube. He is a budding cartoonist who makes flip books and story books, plays guitar, and is learning to speak French.
Bella just goes wide open all the time. She has very few questions but lots of statements - tells everything with authority even when what she is saying makes no sense at all. I guess it makes sense to her. At least she has strong beliefs even if they are skewed by being 4 years old.
I really enjoy watching them grow up; helping them with the learning processes; helping them cope with all the stuff they encounter. My son and his wife are great parents and I certainly don't interfere with their parenting decisions. But I like the fact that my grandchildren feel they can ask me anything. I will try to help them understand; to alleviate fears; comfort sorrows; encourage growth mentally, spiritually and physically. Maybe for me it's that feeling of having a 2nd chance to do things better than I did with my son.
Nathan is 9 and in into Nintendo DS and skateboarding. Arabella is 4 and wants to do everything her brother does but in little girl lipstick and fingernail polish. She is a study in contrasts. And at 4 she knows WAY more than Grandma Nancy - at least she thinks she does.
Nathan is at the age where he has so many questions about life and God and the economy and friends and the future and just how to deal with everything. He also enjoys showing me all the tricks he has learned to do on the skateboard and showing me his skateboard heroes on You Tube. He is a budding cartoonist who makes flip books and story books, plays guitar, and is learning to speak French.
Bella just goes wide open all the time. She has very few questions but lots of statements - tells everything with authority even when what she is saying makes no sense at all. I guess it makes sense to her. At least she has strong beliefs even if they are skewed by being 4 years old.
I really enjoy watching them grow up; helping them with the learning processes; helping them cope with all the stuff they encounter. My son and his wife are great parents and I certainly don't interfere with their parenting decisions. But I like the fact that my grandchildren feel they can ask me anything. I will try to help them understand; to alleviate fears; comfort sorrows; encourage growth mentally, spiritually and physically. Maybe for me it's that feeling of having a 2nd chance to do things better than I did with my son.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
God Is in Control
As I was reading about Joseph and all the things that happened to him, I was reminded that God can take any situation and use it for His glory. When Joseph's brothers were so filled with jealousy and hatred toward him that they plotted to kill him, they decided to sell him as a slave instead. As a 17 year old boy taken from Canaan to Egypt, Joseph continued to serve God. God blessed his work and Joseph became the head slave for the captain of the king's guard. When the captain's wife tried repeatedly to seduce Joseph, he fled her advances until one day she falsely accused him of trying to rape her. This landed Joseph in prison but God continued to bless him and he became the assistant to the jailer.
I don't believe Joseph was happy with his situation. He made a point of asking the king's servant to help him get out of prison because he didn't belong there. TWO YEARS later the servant says to the king BTW...there's this guy in prison who can help you. Joseph was 30 years old before he got out of prison. Then he became 2nd in command for the whole country with only the king having more power than Joseph. All the time Joseph was enslaved and imprisoned he worshiped God. When Joseph was finally reunited with his brothers he recognized and gave credit to God for being in control (Genesis45:7-8).
Sometimes, I think God should just make all my days smooth sailing with no problems or conflicts or "issues" but that is RARELY the case. In fact God uses those tough times to refine me, to build my character, to strengthen my faith, to move me where He wants me. Sometimes the bad days come because I keep ignoring what God is saying to me so He has to take away my job or my finances to make me pay attention. Sometimes he allows hardship for a season because He is preparing me for much, much more and perhaps I would not receive "the more" as the blessing of God without the hardship.
I want to be like Joseph, and Paul (Philippians 4:11-13), being confident of God's love, care and provision no matter what my circumstances.
I don't believe Joseph was happy with his situation. He made a point of asking the king's servant to help him get out of prison because he didn't belong there. TWO YEARS later the servant says to the king BTW...there's this guy in prison who can help you. Joseph was 30 years old before he got out of prison. Then he became 2nd in command for the whole country with only the king having more power than Joseph. All the time Joseph was enslaved and imprisoned he worshiped God. When Joseph was finally reunited with his brothers he recognized and gave credit to God for being in control (Genesis45:7-8).
Sometimes, I think God should just make all my days smooth sailing with no problems or conflicts or "issues" but that is RARELY the case. In fact God uses those tough times to refine me, to build my character, to strengthen my faith, to move me where He wants me. Sometimes the bad days come because I keep ignoring what God is saying to me so He has to take away my job or my finances to make me pay attention. Sometimes he allows hardship for a season because He is preparing me for much, much more and perhaps I would not receive "the more" as the blessing of God without the hardship.
I want to be like Joseph, and Paul (Philippians 4:11-13), being confident of God's love, care and provision no matter what my circumstances.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
No Perfect People Allowed
Perry just started a new series at NewSpring called No Perfect People Allowed. I am so glad God didn't require me to come up to His standards before I could come to Him as my Savior. In fact, the Bible tells me that while I was still a sinner, Christ died for me (Romans 5:8).
Over and over God uses imperfect people who mess up. Jacob was like that. With his mother's help, Jacob deceived his father in order to steal Esau's blessing. Yet God continued to proclaim His covenant to Jacob and to show Jacob who He is. How did Jacob respond? The way I should - by worshiping God.
I am so glad that God gives me second chances. I can never be what He wants me to be apart from the Spirit of God that lives within me. As long as I walk this earth I WILL screw up but I have the assurance of 1 John 1:9 to know I can be forgiven.
Over and over God uses imperfect people who mess up. Jacob was like that. With his mother's help, Jacob deceived his father in order to steal Esau's blessing. Yet God continued to proclaim His covenant to Jacob and to show Jacob who He is. How did Jacob respond? The way I should - by worshiping God.
I am so glad that God gives me second chances. I can never be what He wants me to be apart from the Spirit of God that lives within me. As long as I walk this earth I WILL screw up but I have the assurance of 1 John 1:9 to know I can be forgiven.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Home Group
We had a different home group location tonight. Our group was invited to visit in the home of Howard and Consie Frist, Campus Pastor of NewSpring Greenville. What a great time we had talking about church and hearing Howard's story of how he became part of the staff. We also discussed some of the things that will be happening in the future. How exciting to be part of what God is doing in the Upstate!
Now, this has nothing to do with home group but as I was reading in Genesis today, I was once again amazed at Abraham's faith. When he sent his servant to find a wife for Isaac, the servant asked a question...what if she won't come here, do I take Isaac there? Abraham said absolutely not; God has promised this land to my offspring (Genesis 24:7-8).
But the servant displayed great faith too. When he reached the land of Abraham's family, the servant prayed to the "God of my master, Abraham" with the assurance that the Lord would show him the wife GOD had picked out for Isaac. Genesis 24:12-14
Made me wonder...do I believe, REALLY believe, that God has a plan and God knows the future and God wants the best for me and God is totally trustworthy? Some days - actually most days - I really DO believe all is in God's hands. But there are times when I ACT like I don't believe it. Am I worried about something? Am I manipulating a situation to MAKE something happen rather than letting God work it out? Am I talking more to my friends or coworkers about a situation rather than God? Am I reading "self-help" rather than getting God help from His Word? Can't have it both ways!
Now, this has nothing to do with home group but as I was reading in Genesis today, I was once again amazed at Abraham's faith. When he sent his servant to find a wife for Isaac, the servant asked a question...what if she won't come here, do I take Isaac there? Abraham said absolutely not; God has promised this land to my offspring (Genesis 24:7-8).
But the servant displayed great faith too. When he reached the land of Abraham's family, the servant prayed to the "God of my master, Abraham" with the assurance that the Lord would show him the wife GOD had picked out for Isaac. Genesis 24:12-14
Made me wonder...do I believe, REALLY believe, that God has a plan and God knows the future and God wants the best for me and God is totally trustworthy? Some days - actually most days - I really DO believe all is in God's hands. But there are times when I ACT like I don't believe it. Am I worried about something? Am I manipulating a situation to MAKE something happen rather than letting God work it out? Am I talking more to my friends or coworkers about a situation rather than God? Am I reading "self-help" rather than getting God help from His Word? Can't have it both ways!
Monday, January 5, 2009
Tragedy Next Door
When I got home from work tonight, I did a few things inside. Then since it was unseasonably warm for January, I went out to sweep off the back porch. I noticed a smoke smell and thought something's burning. Then I heard my neighbor from across the driveway talking. I looked up to see smoke billowing from the back of the house. We live in townhouses and I actually thought it was the empty house adjoining Martha's that was sending up the smoke.
Then I saw the flames! Martha's kitchen was on fire. She was in the driveway talking to 911 saying hurry, hurry. When I turned again toward the house, the back living room area was in flames. Man it moved fast. The fire trucks began to arrive and they put the fire out but I'm afraid half her house is destroyed. She had lots of antiques and family heirlooms that are all gone. Fortunately, Martha and her dog, Scamper, are both OK.
It doesn't take much to turn your world upside down!
Then I saw the flames! Martha's kitchen was on fire. She was in the driveway talking to 911 saying hurry, hurry. When I turned again toward the house, the back living room area was in flames. Man it moved fast. The fire trucks began to arrive and they put the fire out but I'm afraid half her house is destroyed. She had lots of antiques and family heirlooms that are all gone. Fortunately, Martha and her dog, Scamper, are both OK.
It doesn't take much to turn your world upside down!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Been a WooHoo! Day
WOW! What a great day at NewSpring. Perry started a new series today called No Perfect People Allowed. He was so PUMPED about casting the vision God has given him that it pumped ME up. What a privilege to be part of all God is doing!! It was great to hear how God called Perry to plant NewSpring church and how faithful God has been to fulfill the vision. Perry talked about times when he had doubts and fears and misgivings but he has always let God take the lead and has strived to be obedient. And God has poured out his blessing on all that is going on.
It was announced today that the Greenville campus will start a 6PM service on January 18. So excited about that. We had 1959 people in both services today - almost 1300 at 11:15 - and we've only been around since July 13. God is growing his church!
Thank you, JESUS, for allowing me to be a small part of what you are doing.
It was announced today that the Greenville campus will start a 6PM service on January 18. So excited about that. We had 1959 people in both services today - almost 1300 at 11:15 - and we've only been around since July 13. God is growing his church!
Thank you, JESUS, for allowing me to be a small part of what you are doing.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
What is my aroma?
Today one of the errands I had to run was to the garbage dump. Usually it smells just like what it is - garbage. But today there were stacks of Christmas trees waiting to be recycled. The aroma of the Christmas trees was strong enough to mask the aroma of the garbage.
It made me think about my aroma. In 2 Corinthians 2:14-15, Paul likens himself, and all Christ Followers, to the aroma of Christ to those being saved and those who are perishing. And it made me think about my aroma. AM I the aroma of Christ to those I come in contact with? Do I have about me an aroma that makes others want what I have?
It made me think about my aroma. In 2 Corinthians 2:14-15, Paul likens himself, and all Christ Followers, to the aroma of Christ to those being saved and those who are perishing. And it made me think about my aroma. AM I the aroma of Christ to those I come in contact with? Do I have about me an aroma that makes others want what I have?
Reading through the Bible
I started reading through the Bible on January 1; it's been a couple of years. I am always amazed at the story of creation. All the God said, God saw, God made, God created, God separated, God formed, God blessed statements make me wonder why I think I need to help God with my life. He is the all powerful, all sufficient, all knowing God. I just need to surrender to him daily.
Genesis is also where God begins to reveal himself with all sorts of different names: God, Lord God, the Lord, the God who sees me, God Most High, God Almighty, the Everlasting God. And this is just the beginning!
And then there is Abraham. When God said something to Abraham like Go! Abraham went. Abraham is a study in obedience and worship, falling on his face before God.
What powerful lessons there are to learn! What a mighty God I serve!
Genesis is also where God begins to reveal himself with all sorts of different names: God, Lord God, the Lord, the God who sees me, God Most High, God Almighty, the Everlasting God. And this is just the beginning!
And then there is Abraham. When God said something to Abraham like Go! Abraham went. Abraham is a study in obedience and worship, falling on his face before God.
What powerful lessons there are to learn! What a mighty God I serve!
College Football
Does life REALLY revolve around whether or not your favorite college football team wins or loses?
I know there is BIG money in college football. I know there are BIG bragging rights. But really, all the hysteria around who's #1 and how tough this schedule is and how weak that schedule is, is really pathetic.
I've been reading some of the comments on websites about the Utah team and their defeat of Alabama. The players for both these teams are KIDS - 19 or 20 years old, the majority of whom will never play football again after college except in the backyard. And GROWN MEN are saying some ugly, hurtful things about them. All of the kids on all the teams that are playing want to win. But someone always loses. That doesn't mean the kids who played so hard should be derided.
Why don't you just get a life!
I know there is BIG money in college football. I know there are BIG bragging rights. But really, all the hysteria around who's #1 and how tough this schedule is and how weak that schedule is, is really pathetic.
I've been reading some of the comments on websites about the Utah team and their defeat of Alabama. The players for both these teams are KIDS - 19 or 20 years old, the majority of whom will never play football again after college except in the backyard. And GROWN MEN are saying some ugly, hurtful things about them. All of the kids on all the teams that are playing want to win. But someone always loses. That doesn't mean the kids who played so hard should be derided.
Why don't you just get a life!
Friday, January 2, 2009
Fear
During the past year a lot of my friends have expressed fear over many things including:
- who the next President would be
- how the stock market is doing
- job security
- family issues
When times are uncertain and life is precarious, I am glad I don't have to worry about these things. The God I love and serve has promised to provide for all my needs, Matthew 6:31-33. Notice there is a conditional statement. Read verse 33 again. If I seek the kingdom of God above everything else, then God will provide all that I need.
Do I screw it up sometimes? You betcha! Does God forgive and continue to pour out his blessings? You betcha! Why? Because of his son, Jesus Christ.
Worship God
I got a link (that no longer works) recently from a friend. It took me to a video of 6 or 8 people sitting around stumps in a forest wailing over the death of trees. I found the intensity of this sorrow over the death of trees to be alarming.
I wonder if these same people would mourn the death of an unborn child at the hands of an abortionist. Some people seem to equate all life or even put other life above the life of human beings. I do think it is sad when a species becomes extinct, especially if we have overtaken their habitat and starved them out. We are to be good stewards of the resources provided for us; unfortunately we are not always. But mankind alone is made in the image of God.
Only people can have a personal, vibrant relationship with the living God. How? Through Jesus Christ, his son. God is not "out there" but here within me day by day.
I wonder if these same people would mourn the death of an unborn child at the hands of an abortionist. Some people seem to equate all life or even put other life above the life of human beings. I do think it is sad when a species becomes extinct, especially if we have overtaken their habitat and starved them out. We are to be good stewards of the resources provided for us; unfortunately we are not always. But mankind alone is made in the image of God.
Only people can have a personal, vibrant relationship with the living God. How? Through Jesus Christ, his son. God is not "out there" but here within me day by day.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy New Year
How did I ring in the new year? With about 12 of my oldest (literally and figuratively) friends and a huge home cooked breakfast. And today...January 1? Watching football. My team, the Clemson Tigers, lost but what an exciting game.
I also use this as a time to remember and be grateful for all God has done for me in the past and to pray about how God is going to lead me into the future. You see, I am a Christ follower and a member of NewSpring Church in Greenville, SC. If you want to know what we are all about you can read Perry's thoughts here. He is the pastor of our church.
I also have 2 of the most wonderful grandkids in the world.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I also use this as a time to remember and be grateful for all God has done for me in the past and to pray about how God is going to lead me into the future. You see, I am a Christ follower and a member of NewSpring Church in Greenville, SC. If you want to know what we are all about you can read Perry's thoughts here. He is the pastor of our church.
I also have 2 of the most wonderful grandkids in the world.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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